Saturday, November 13, 2010

letter to God

I know I haven't written in a long time put I was typing and decided to post this cause its been so long. This is a personal message to God but I know many of you might feel like this sometimes...

Lord I come to you 1st of all to thank u. thank u cause u keep me alive, u keep me fed, and sheltered, and clothed. You love me even when I don’t love my self, u might not like what I do at times but u always has my back. U put all my trust in me thought at times I don’t put my trust in u. and this is a huge problem because now I have trust issues toward people and most of all even men. I don’t know what is wrong wit me but Lord I asked that u please help with this issues because I don’t care what the problem is or who caused it, Lord u know me and u know en I care bout someone I don’t like drama so I ask that u help me the bigger person and get over the problem. Lord I love u and u exemplifies such a beautiful person I would like to be just like. So please help me be more like and let your will be done. U know your so awesome cause when I’m upset I can just be in your presents and just talk to u so I also thank u for just listening to me. Ur so awesome this has kinda helped just vent to you and knowing your listening and is going to fix it as I speak. So thanks and I love you. Know Lord I ask that you please help me with the ultimate problem, please help me forgive the person who has offend me and not resent them, but help me be purged from that negative emotion I feel towards that person and just have joy in my heart instead. Thanks for listening daddy, bff muah <3

Monday, July 19, 2010

Today


Word Of The Day

When I woke up this morning I didn't feel good. As in my spirit was down and I could feel my self wanting to become negative. Thank God I realized this, and when I did psalm 118:24 came into my mind. So I've been constantly running this scripture in my mind to lift me up and help me have a positive blessed day. I hope you are having a blessed day as well.




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It's Time To Cook
Later On my mom wanted me to help her prep some food , because there is hardly any in our fridge. I chopped up some onions and grilled some mackerel for my mom to get a head start. After all she has a lot to cook. She cooks like shes feeding a circus,then she usually puts some aside for dinner and then freezes the rest for when ever we run out of left overs. I like this method of her's because you don't have to cook every night, just maybe once every two to three weeks. Cant wait to eat :)




Sunday, July 18, 2010

Word Of The Day

1Corinthian 12:4-11
and
1Corinthian 13:1-7
This is what i read today during my independent study .
God has given us many kinds of gifts through the Holy Spirit, but the most important gift is Love. Without Love all our gifts are basically useless. Lets remember to be proud of our gifts and most of all Love one another.







1Corinthian 12:4-11
and
1Corinthian 13:1-7
This is what i read today during my independent study .
God has given us many kinds of gifts through the Holy Spirit, but the most important gift is Love. Without Love all our gifts are basically useless. Lets remember to be proud of our gifts and most of all Love one another.

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Response to Freedom Writers

How I felt when I watched this movie. I know its old but its one of my favorite movies. It really inspired me to peruse my teaching career.







Admiring Passion

You are amazing

I can’t believe you would do all that for your students

I see that your heart goes out to them and your passion to better their lives is strong

I look at you and I see where I want to be when I start my teaching career

To have great passion like yours is all i need . . .

Thanking Passion

All this for me?

All this for us?

Why ? we come from nothing

No one has ever cared

No one has bothered to show me the great thing life can offer

This action, only from your passion, I will remember and treasure for life.

Real Passion

So much passion and care is what I feel for you

So i will sacrifice my time to teach you

to show you all the things of this of this world

You have probably never seen the ways of the wealthy, but i will show you their ways

I will show you others and how they have lived their lives even in struggle

I want to show you this because I care

I care because I have passion and you owe me nothing. . .

Its simply my gift to you

Feeling Their Pain

~I will never truly know what they went through and how they feel

but at the same time I feel like I'm a part of them.

Part of them how? I truly don't know. .

~As I sit here listening to these stories goose bumps cover my body.

My heart beats faster wanting to jump out of my chest and my breathing gets heavier.

There feelings and struggles feels trapped into my body, the only way to let them out is scream and let the tears trickle down my face. . .

~Lord have mercy on the cruel people of this world.

Forgive us for our sins and thanks for harboring us in your arms

even when we are not aware . . .

http://www.chasingthefrog.com/reelfaces/freedomwriters.php This site tells you more about how the characters were picked and a better onsite about the real people the movie was inspired by

A Little about Me

Hey this is my first blog. I decided to delete the others and making it one big blog, in a way I guess it’s not my first blog so I take that back. Anyway I love culture, art and long walks on the beach (lol). I like writing, because it allows me to express myself and takes me away from the world. I go into deep thinking some times and then I just have to let it out. The only way to do that is write. I saw this picture while exploring the web and this is what I wrote about it. . .


The Bird who waits On The Branch

I’m happy with where I am . . . I see the other three fly through life. . . As they fly through life I can enjoy what life has to offer. . . I am bright and full of life. . . I only want to experience all the joys and sorrows of life. . . Look at me as I stand on this branch. . . I know where I’m going even if the sun sets before I get there. . .It’s ok because I know where I’m going and what I’m going to do. . . I’m bright and full of life; I only want to experience all the joys and sorrows of life. . . One day I’ll fly over the hill and life will go smoothly, because I have His mighty Spirit right next to me. . .Don’t you see him? He’s right next to me. So for now I watch and stand proudly because I know where life is going to take me . . . . .

where is life taking you?